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I wanted to see what it felt like to post over at my personal blog, so I did. It’s here.

It felt good to post there, and while I really dislike the idea of letting go of this place, I also relish the idea of putting all the parts of my life in one place. I haven’t decided what I’m doing yet, but I’m sure I’ll post more about food over there in the interim, so feel free to add that blog to your reader.

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The last couple weeks at home I’ve been reading so much, and cooking so much, and thinking so much, and my conclusions have been settling quietly in, like new family members.

I don’t plan on going vegan again, anytime soon. I feel badly about this, that it didn’t work for me, but I’ve been trying to go vegan since 1990. That’s 20 very long years of beating myself up because I can’t make a diet work for me that I’m discovering doesn’t work for a lot of other very good and non-evil people either. Thousands of dollars spent on books, magazines, entry into exclusive websites, and a few thousand more hours spent beating myself up when it didn’t work; I’m starting fresh. There will be no more beating myself up about not going vegan. If I end up evolving to a vegan diet over time, than that’s great. But this blog is no longer about “going vegan”. I’m going to change the tagline soon.

So what IS it about? That’s what I’ve been asking myself lately. It’s surprisingly hard for me to cope with the “new reality” of my eating habits not being about eventually going vegan. That’s been the main goal for so many years that it feels like utterly foreign territory to attempt to write without that in mind.

Which is why I’ve been considering the idea of starting an entirely new food blog about sustainable omnivory. I’d probably park it over at food.hollie.us, and call it something craaaazy, like Grass Dirt Beef. Just kidding. My other idea was to just start writing about food over at my personal blog. What do you guys think? Should I scrap this blog and start afresh, or is changing the focus 180 degrees something that you think readers can adjust to?

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A strained omnivory

by hollie on 02/10/2010

in Going Vegan

Thanks for all the recent comments. I’m not back to eating meat all the time, but I have been eating more eggs than usual, and some salmon. Since the last time I wrote, I believe I’ve had salmon a couple times, and last night I had some chicken.

I’ve been sleeping like a log, which is the most blessed thing I can imagine right now. It’s so wonderful to go to bed and then wake up seven or eight hours later, and know that I slept well.

I haven’t made any decisions yet on What I Will Be. Here’s what I’m doing right now:

  • Eating meat not very often, but when I do, buying it from the most responsible and ethical sources I can find.
  • Avoiding processed foods and sugar as much as I can, to lower my triglycerides and LDL cholesterol, and because no matter where on the nutrition advice spectrum you look, eschewing this group of foods is basically universal.
  • Reading as much about nutrition as I can stomach (haha), from different sources, ranging all the way from paleo diets to raw food, with vegan nutrition and even the American Heart Association diet thrown in.

    That’s about it for now. I’ve started a huge outline of all my nutrition notes, which is a lot of fun because I’m a data geek, and I like to be able to find sources for things. So, for example, I read somewhere that green vegetables are a better source of amino acids than meat (Alissa Cohen), and I go digging for evidence of that (haven’t found it yet, still working – any articles you can find on that would be appreciated).

    When I get enough information that I feel is backed up with enough science that I’m comfortable creating a dietary plan for myself, I’ll start down that path (whatever it may be) and see where it leads.

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    Thanks so much for all the wonderful comments and discussions! I’m so impressed with how everyone is both passionate and civil, and HELLO, if there’s going to be drinks later, you guys better invite me too.

    I’ve been thinking a lot about my assumptions about food, and especially my assumptions as someone who has read 60+ books on vegetarianism and factory farming, and not much about an other related agricultural topic.

    These are things I believe to be true:

    1. Factory farms treat animals abhorrently in a variety of ways, including (but not limited to): being unable to live their lives naturally expressing their own instincts and behaviors healthfully, cruel handling of the “healthy” animals but also exceptionally cruel handling of the fallen, an unnatural diet that often makes them sick, and a death that is at least terrifying, if not drawn out and downright torturous.
    2. Factory farms are horrible for the environment as a whole, but especially damaging to their own regional ecology, causing sickness in surrounding communities, and polluting local soils and waterways.

    (Seafood – a connected topic that I have thoughts about, but I’d like to concentrate right now on the farm animal industry and talk about seafood at a different time.)

    Those are the 2 main reasons I’ve wanted to go vegetarian for so many years. Because I believe it’s possible, and because I believe it’s morally wrong to support an industry that causes so much needless suffering and environmental degradation.

    Based on this, it’s clear that the values I feel strongly about here are:

    • Diminishing suffering.
    • Diminishing environmental impact as much as I can.

    So, based on my education, and combined with my values, what are my assumptions?

    1. Eating a vegetarian diet will keep animals from suffering.
    2. Eating a vegetarian diet will keep me just as healthy as eating meat would have.
    3. Eating a vegetarian diet will be a net positive for the earth because it has less environmental impact than eating factory farmed meat does.
    4. It’s very possible for a significant portion (like, say, around 90%) of the human population to live quite healthfully and happily without eating meat, it’s “just” a matter of changing tastes, habits, and transitioning from one cultural norm to another.

    These are assumptions I don’t regularly question, but am starting to now. Specifically:

    1. What is the environmental impact of industrial agriculture? What are the costs and benefits? Who are the big players, what’s being done to the land, how is it being done?
    2. I know where my beef comes from (literally I do – the name and address of the farm), but where does my brown rice come from? Where do my barley and soybeans come from? Why isn’t this question just as deserving of scrutiny as the source of any meat I might want to eat?
    3. What is the environmental impact of animal-based agriculture where factory farms don’t exist, where animals are raised in the open, where the impact to the land is minimized?

    You might be asking why I’m not questioning whether we should animals at all. I’ll write about that more later, too, but that would be a pretty huge post and I want to think about my feelings on that more. I wanted to get this stuff down while it’s fresh.

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    Responding to comments about my meat eating

    February 2, 2010 by hollie Going Vegan

    Wow, and here I thought no one I didn’t know in person read my blog, and I just woke up to seven entire comments. Seven! That’s about five more than usual. And Rustin, you read this! I really like your writing, I’m flattered.
    So first off I want to thank everyone who commented, but especially the [...]

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    I don’t know if I can be vegetarian.

    February 1, 2010 by hollie Going Vegan

    So it’s been over two months since I went veg. I sailed through the first 4 weeks. By week 5, I wasn’t feeling super great, but didn’t connect it to my diet. By week 6, I was noticing I really wasn’t feeling very good. Mostly I felt run down, and I wasn’t sleeping well. In [...]

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    “It’s uterUS, Marge, not uterYOU.”

    January 28, 2010 by hollie Endometriosis

    Hey folks! Sorry I’ve been gone for a week or so, it’s been a little stressful around here dealing with all the questions surrounding the  endometriosis, cysts, and possible surgery. The above quote is a line from The Simpsons, in which Homer wants to have another child and Marge doesn’t want to, and Homer intones, [...]

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    I’ve been diagnosed with endometriosis

    January 11, 2010 by hollie Endometriosis

    I haven’t posted in the past week because I’ve been busy freaking the heck out. About a month ago, I went to the ER with pelvic pain so bad I was sure I’d ruptured a bowel, or been fed cheese in my sleep, or maybe implanted with a gut-bursting alien. An ultrasound revealed that I [...]

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    Dr. Oz suggests raw food

    January 5, 2010 by hollie In The News

    The Dr. Oz website has a whole section on raw foods, called The Raw Food Challenge, designed to help you transition to a raw foods diet. I’m floored. After the last few years of listening to mainstream news talk about how crazy those raw foodists are (It’s all an eating disorder! Enzymes aren’t necessary!), here’s [...]

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    Tofu tastes good! When you fry it, of course.

    January 4, 2010 by hollie Recipes I Try From Books:

    As we all know, everything is made better by frying, especially vegetables. Well, now I’ve discovered that it works on tofu, too. I just went into the kitchen hungry, and thought I’d try another Kind Diet recipe: Crispy Tofu Slices with Orange Dipping Sauce.
    It’s delicious! Basically you dredge slices of marinated tofu in a [...]

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